From self-hate to self-acceptance

By Nikolina Dragojević, Serbia

It was my fifth year at the Bosnian Pyramids with Mohanji. Just like every other program with Mohanji (and being on this path), a lot of acceptance and flexibility is required to pull off the logistics… 100+ participants, 10+ locations, unpredictable weather and our flexibility being tested.

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One nice morning, I woke up with my throat completely closed. ‘Closed’ meaning I couldn’t swallow anything: food, water, not even my saliva. I wasn’t surprised as I have been struggling with my throat for many years already and this has happened before, 3 years ago, at the Bosnian Pyramids as well.

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That year in 2016, I managed to get through the entire 5-day program only with the IV (intravenous) therapy – no food/water/supplements. My energy was high, my mood was great like nothing was happening, I managed to climb all the pyramids with no struggle. What would be the usual reaction to that? Impossible.

But, ‘impossible’ does not exist in the dictionary of Mohanji’s Path

This 2019, the same thing happened in the middle of the program. I just woke up one day and couldn’t swallow. Not surprised at all, because I was aware of some internal battles happening that might cause this.

I went for 2 days without food and water before we decided it was time to get IV therapy and ask Mohanji what to do.

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I knew what the trigger was. A few days before the Bosnian Pyramids program, I was in a situation where I felt like I didn’t do any good, I failed, I wasn’t good enough, I was misunderstood, not accepted for who I was, all sorts of insecurities were coming to the surface.

As advised by Mohanji, we called Zoran, an amazing man and a great kinesiologist from Sarajevo, who did the treatment and told me things that were lying deep inside me causing this reaction.

The following morning it was time to decide if I should continue travelling with Mohanji and go to Slovenia, as the team there needed support for the upcoming program, or if I should go back home to Serbia.

Going to Slovenia was risky as there was no one to give me IV and I didn’t have insurance. Plus it’s a very long journey of more than 8 hours and I hadn’t eaten for 4 days… but I would travel with Mohanji.

When we asked Him what to do, He insisted that it was up to me and how my body felt.

“You should not suffer; you should do what’s natural to you.”

(Just the night before  Zoran and I had discussed how indecisive I was, and here I was in a position to make a big decision. )

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But Mohanji also gave me the biggest lecture and so much clarity as to why this was happening. The situation mentioned earlier was just a trigger. But the cause lay much deeper. My self-hate and lack of self-acceptance were causing this. I was punishing my body and denying food and water to my body, not taking care of myself. Self-criticizing, self-judging, self-hating. On the opposite side is self-acceptance.

Mohanji will not interfere with my karmic constitution, but He is giving me a platform which I can use to change that. Now. Self-acceptance. Stop with criticizing, comparing, judging myself and others. We all have our strengths and weaknesses. I just need to make one conscious decision. Self-acceptance.

When we have accepted ourselves, life becomes purposeful. We become Purpose. Power.

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My eyes were full of tears. Every single word was hitting hard and straight in the centre. He is giving a platform, He is giving energy, He is empowering us. But we need to take that one step.

How often do you meet someone who is straight to the point, so honest, open and direct? And giving you just what you need at that point. Probably more than what we are even aware of and able to understand. Will we ever be able to understand?

I had a big urge to go to Slovenia but now I wasn’t sure if I was being masochistic (and choosing to suffer) or I really should go. With a little push by lovely friends, I decided to have more faith, surrender, and go to Slovenia.

With a hidden smile on His face when Mohanji said, “Very good” I knew; whatever happened, it was going to be okay.

Devi was sitting in the car seat next to me, just in case, I needed Mai-Tri session on the way. Somewhere halfway, I started feeling nausea and weakness. Devi started with Mai-Tri and I was feeling worse by the second. Nausea was getting stronger and stronger.

I used to constantly wonder how I would vomit with this tight throat and oesophagus, was it even possible, would I choke… And here I was, in the car, on the way to Slovenia, with a completely closed throat and a strong urge to vomit. With so much pain and not being able to breathe properly, thoughts of panic started coming up. At that moment, I was just telling myself ‘But He is sitting in front of you, what could happen to you?’ I was getting calmer, started vomiting and all of a sudden, the pain was gone. We took a quick break at the petrol station and there was me wondering if I could vomit which also meant that I could swallow as well, right? And yes, I could. 🙂 My throat opened up and I could have a cup of tea after 4 days of being without food and water. What a blessing!

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It’s not just that He is there holding our hand all the way, helping us, guiding us, but He is there to empower us to deal with all our insecurities and fears.

I know there is still a long way for me to go. I could feel a lot of blockages still in my body, in my throat.

I could swallow but not nearly as well as before the trip to Bosnia.

I went back home and started contemplating on everything He told me in Bosnia.

‘Self-acceptance. More positivity. No judging. No criticizing. No comparing. Take care of yourself so that you can give unconditionally to others.’

All my non-acceptance and self-hate peaked the moment I was told I won’t be able to go to Kailash.

Every single negative thought that was there come to the surface. Every single one.

‘I’m not worth it, I’m not good enough. I’m not doing enough. I don’t even belong to this Path. Why am I here? What for? Do I need all of this in my life? What’s the purpose?’ I started comparing myself to others. I started feeling resentment towards some close people from the team.  Why was I even given the hope that there was a chance for me to go?

I had a meeting that I needed to attend at that time and I was on edge, not wanting to pick up the call. Why? Why would I do this? I can’t do it anymore. I don’t want it.

Tears were running down my face as never before. Negative thoughts were suffocating me. I cried uncontrollably and was overwhelmed by sadness. I could never have imagined I would react in this way. I couldn’t believe what was happening.

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But one thing in me was strong – awareness. I could feel and differentiate the negative thoughts that were mine and those negative thoughts that were coming from outside. I had the awareness that all those comparisons and resentment wasn’t mine. And I was able to discard it. I was aware that this shall pass as well. I had the awareness that there was a bigger picture to all this. I had the awareness that this was a big cleansing; a big test for me.

I managed to get up, take the call, complete the meeting as though nothing had happened. Then went back to bed to cry.

The next day I woke up feeling a little sad but much better. I had a Mai-Tri session with Milica. There was so much clarity. I felt so much positivity. I felt so much lighter. Like something big had fallen off my shoulders. I knew what I had to do. Just to have faith and keep moving, keep walking, accepting myself.

That night I woke up with the feeling I have something in my mouth. I thought it was the homoeopathic medicine that I had taken before going to bed. But when I took it out, it was a stapler pin! Metal stapler pin. I was shocked. I remember very well brushing my teeth before bed, drinking water, taking homoeopathic medicine. There was no way this could appear in my mouth from some food.

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My first thought was ‘Oh my God what would have happened if this went through my throat?’

I started feeling grateful to Mohanji for always taking care of me and being there for me.

The following day when Milica spoke, I was told that it was a huge cleansing, some heavy energies were released and that was why the pin had appeared in my mouth.

Along with that big sign, that huge blockages were being removed, there were little signs as well that showed me I was trying, I was doing something for myself, I was taking that one step forward. I started drinking more water, and everyone who knows me knows that I would never drink, even 1l of water in 2-3 days. I stopped eating sugar, and everyone knows I’m the biggest sugar addict. I just adore chocolate!

And the biggest shock of all, I signed up for yoga classes. In February 2019 during HSTY Teacher Training, the team was unable to convince me to do even 5 minutes of yoga in 10 days. And here I was starting yoga classes.

It was always clear to me that being with Mohanji means fire. It’s always challenging, pushing the mind’s boundaries. But despite the tough times, I remain here because I know why I’m here. He gives strength, He gives awareness. He empowers us to go through ups and downs to (re-) discover the higher Self. He provides the possibilities and platforms for us to progress in life, to serve, to clear our garbage, to develop what we need and drop off what we don’t need, to grow.

He gives us everything we need, at the given moment, as per our capacity, without us asking for anything, even though we might not understand at that point.

Sometimes it might not be easy, especially when tough situations happen. But I remain here, despite all the challenges.

It is up to us to use this opportunity in the best possible way.

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|| JAI BRAHMARISHI MOHANJI||

Compiled, Edited & Published by – Testimonials Team, 8th August 2019

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Mohanji Satcharita – Chapter 9 – “Mohanji’s grace – A gift of new life”

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Neelu Vepu (Mohana Bhaktipriya), accounts how Mohanji bestowed His grace upon her mother to tide over the unseen complications of the operation, which saved her life.  We are happy to share this third experience in the series – Mohanji Satcharita – Chapter 9.

Read our other stories of Mohanji Satcharita.

Mohanji’s grace – A gift of new life!

By Neelu Vepu

To describe a Master’s grace upon us is a very difficult task, as we with our limited human faculties, cannot understand the extent to which a Master helps a devotee to cross the quagmire of Karma.

Here is one such humble attempt of mine of how he saved my mother from a painful health issue.

In the month of March 2019, my mother had developed some gynaecological problems, wherein she was advised hysterectomy, after the usual rounds of tests, including a biopsy. Thankfully the tests did not reveal anything to trigger panic, but the operation was mandatory to avoid any future problems that could occur considering her age.

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Mohanji and Neelu’s Mother

Prior to this, my mother never faced any serious health issues, and this would be the first time she would be admitted to a hospital. The thought of seeing her on a hospital bed was making me feel extremely depressed. But then, I had reassured myself that Mohanji was taking care of everything.

We planned to have her operation in May, as it would be summer vacation for my kids, and I could be around with my parents in Hyderabad, to help them through this period.

The morning of May 14th, while my mother was under the knife, I went on a chanting mode (Mohanji Gayatri Mantra) all through that duration. The operation was successful! However, the ordeal started the next day. She was coughing constantly and the X-Ray reports showed a severe lung infection, in spite of all the antibiotics that had been injected, as is always done after surgery. Her coughing continued for two days continuously.

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She couldn’t take anything orally even after three days of operation. Her haemoglobin level had dropped considerably. She had become so weak that she was unable to speak even for a minute. Adding to her troubles, she developed dysentery. The oxygen levels in her blood went so low that, she even had to be put on an oxygen mask.

Unable to find the cause of the lung infection in this hospital, the doctors advised her to be shifted to another hospital, to get more tests done, to know the cause of the lung infection.

While my mother was going through all these, I messaged Mohanji to take care of her and relieve her from the suffering. He replied that he was taking care of her. He also said that one has to go through these things and changing their course would affect negatively.

He advised me to do a few things to reduce her karma, which I did immediately. I was very frightened, seeing her in this situation, but I had the faith that Mohanji was working on her.

On May 19th, she was shifted to yet another big hospital, and all the necessary tests and scans were done to know the cause of the lung infection. By His Grace, all the tests were normal, but she was still on oxygen.

She was also given a distance Mai-Tri Method. As a Mai-Tri practitioner, I also tried the Mai-Tri method on her. Interestingly, my mother would feel Mohanji’s hand on her head, even after I would remove mine. She could clearly feel his loving and gentle energy healing her. Slowly but gradually, her condition improved. She started taking solid food and all her complications gradually started decreasing. Mohanji’s grace was clearly visible.

The critical case, which was being referred to ICU (Intensive Care Unit), was so easily transformed into a positively responding case. Her dysentery stopped, the haemoglobin count became normal, lung infection reduced considerably, the persistent cough was gone, oxygen saturation levels were normal. In a couple of days, she was able to breathe normally without any external support. After a week’s stay in the new hospital, she was declared to be fit to be discharged on May 24th.

A normal post-surgery five-day stay in the hospital, got extended into a 12-day long stay!

All is well, that ends well! Now she is recovering very fast, which is Mohanji’s grace in full bloom.

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Mohanji with Neelu’s parents

Dear, if your faith in me is true, unshakeable and intense, your faith in me will never go wasted. I guarantee… – Mohanji

Mohanji, not only took care of my mother, he took care of me as well, in this tough time. I was with my mother, the whole time with almost no sleep and no rest in the hot summer for 12 days. I had to shuttle between our house and the hospital in the hot sun, to take care of my kids and to cook. I could feel his energy take over, whenever I felt exhausted. He always consoled me whenever I would cry at my mother’s painful condition. He gave me the mental and physical strength to go through all this. It was a real ordeal to see my mother lying so helplessly for days together and at the same time to put up a brave face in front of everyone and cheer my mother. He made me take care of my mother as a small baby. It was really MOHANJI everywhere. I always felt, only HE existed, I was nowhere present.

Any volume of words would fall short to express gratitude to the unconditional love and protection, Mohanji showers upon us.

Thank you My Gurudev for everything.
Love you forever.

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|| JAI BRAHMARISHI MOHANJI||

Compiled, Edited & Published by – Testimonials Team, 28th June 2019

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Mohanji Satcharita – Chapter 7 – “Mohanji – The Incarnation of Compassion”

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This story  in Mohanji Satcharita – Chapter 7 highlights what Mohanji means  about presence without presence! He is ever present with us, taking care of us irrespective of our awareness. Enjoy this beautiful narration about how Nirupma recognised His presence in her life!

Please read other stories from Mohanji Satcharita Chapter 7!

“Mohanji – The Incarnation of Compassion”

by Nirupma Chowdhary

Mohanji’s presence in my life is indescribable! Each time I meet Him,  He says,

“Keep doing your work. I am with you”

His words motivate me to keep going.

 

 

 

During a recent visit to the UK, I developed severe pain in my left leg. I was not sure if it was because of a Vitamin D deficiency or my rheumatoid arthritis that had made a comeback. My blood tests did not reveal anything problematic.

I met Mohanji at the Rishikesh Retreat. Whenever I met Him, He would ask me to sit on the chair, rather than on the floor as I would be uncomfortable. I wondered why He never asked about my leg or the limp in it. As I read testimonials of many who have recovered from various illnesses,  I would think about myself and also wonder why I did not experience any relief.

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I work at Mohanji School of Supplementary Education for underprivileged children at Jammu. In time, my pain became worse, even walking around was difficult. It was becoming impossible to go to school. I tried to ease my pain and improve my mobility using compression socks. My husband supported me immensely by dropping and picking me up from school.

I am also a Mai-tri practitioner. While performing healing for others, my leg would hurt and it was quite ironical that I was performing healing for others, while in pain! I attributed my pain to my karma and kept going through life.

 

On the night of January 7th, I saw Mohanji on a chair, like a doctor, examining my leg. I was lying on a bed and appeared to be in great pain. After some time, He asked me to do yoga and added that I would be well.  As instructed, I resumed yoga and in just a few days I became free of pain! Life was normal again.

What does it mean to be Mohanji?

Mohanji was visiting Jammu and one day after a satsang, we were discussing issues relating to the school. As we were leaving, Father smilingly reminded me that I wished  to say something to Him. It was true! I told Him that my leg was well after He examined it and that I had no pain now! He said, “Go tell Chachi Revaji. She keeps complaining that I do not come to Jammu. But I am always there for all of you. I may not be here physically, but am here astrally.”

Read this  beautiful poem on Mohanji!

Blessed are we to be part of the Mohanji family. My koti koti pranaams to my Guru, who takes care of our physical and our spiritual needs!

nirupama

 

|| JAI BRAHMARISHI MOHANJI||

 

Compiled, Edited & Published by – Testimonials Team, 16th April 2019

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Mohanji Satcharita – Chapter 7 – ” A story of grace”

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Divine grace seems to be the theme for the month. In our third story of Mohanji Satcharita – Chapter 7, Sabyasachi Rath shares with us an experience that appears as a mere coincidence but is actually preordained. Mohanji, in His most casual way fulfills the desires of His devotees and safeguards them too!

Please read other stories of Mohanji Satcharita Chapter 7!

By Sabyasachi Rath

I had an unplanned visit to my dad in Cuttack who has not been keeping well. (On a side note, after a ‘box’ healing by a benevolent Mai-Tri practitioner in Virginia, his haemoglobin levels had come to near normal and my mom’s arthritis pain had receded significantly.)

I booked my tickets from Washington-Bhubaneswar (BBSR) via Delhi on the venerable Air India from Feb 15th-23rd with a faint ‘back of the mind’ realization that Mohanji’s birthday was to be celebrated in Delhi on the 23rd and I would not be able to make it due the flight schedule. The same faint ‘back of the mind’ realization had also carried a distant desire with it to hopefully attend the birthday. I had a great trip and spent quality time with my parents for a week.

On Feb 22nd, I received an email from Air India stating that my flight from BBSR to Delhi was delayed by an hour.

On Feb 23rd, with characteristic tardiness, I realized that the time to change flights was remarkably short (30 mins) and I would not be able to catch the flight to Washington. I called Air India’s customer service and had to gently guide them to give me an earlier flight. Lo and behold, they put me on a flight that arrived in Delhi at 4.20 pm. A beautiful faint hope arose in my heart that maybe I could go and attend the birthday…which was from 2-7 pm.

I arrived at BBSR airport at 1 pm to board my flight and after the check-in process, realized that they had checked me in, along with my luggage, all the way to Washington. This meant that I would not be able to get out in Delhi.

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On reaching Delhi airport, I said to myself, to heck with the rules, I will go and be a part of the birthday celebrations. I exited myself through the domestic checkout and immigration. Surprisingly, nobody complained, my luggage was still at the airport and I was out in the city! I took a cab to the Bamyan hotel and blissfully deposited myself in the hall just before the satsang began. I soaked myself in divine bliss (to whatever extent divine bliss could soak me) and enjoyed every moment with Mohanji, touched His feet, wished Him happy birthday, got a hug – life is great!

Please listen to Mohanji’s talk on His birthday.

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Towards the end of the event, through a casual ‘coincidence,’ two beautiful and amazing ladies gave me a ride back to the same terminal from where I was supposed to leave for Washington. Their happy chatter kept me (and the cab driver) entertained through the trip :).

I arrived at the airport and went through the immigration and check-in process like a charm; again surprisingly, nobody had any questions and I was inside.

The boarding started at 12.45 am. When my card was scanned, it set off an alarm. One grim lady from immigration/customs came running to me, took my passport and admonished me in strict terms for going out of the airport when I was checked-in internationally, that I couldn’t go through immigration twice on the same day and threatened to ‘unload’ me from the flight. I put on my most apologetic face and kept quiet. She then conferred with the venerable crew from Air India, who remarkably said, they had no issues, since I was cleared by immigration! This wasn’t sufficient for the immigration lady, who then called in her boss. He came running in 5 minutes and sufficiently admonished me for accomplishing the improbable. I apologized for not being aware of the rules. She then called his boss, who after listening and debating whether to ‘unload’ me or not, decided that if the airline was agreeable, he would allow me to go on the flight. I was cleared (along with my luggage) to go. Yoo hoo!

“What is Grace? What has it got to do with life?

Simple answer! What has an umbrella got to do with rain! An umbrella does not stop the rain but prevents you from getting drenched.”

Check out this talk by Mohanji on Grace!

I took the flight and landed in Washington DC without any problems.

The grace that accompanied me through this trip has been immeasurable and I shall forever be grateful.

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|| JAI BRAHMARISHI MOHANJI||

 

Compiled, Edited & Published by – Testimonials Team, 9th April 2019

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The views, opinions and positions expressed by the authors and those providing comments on these blogs are theirs alone, and do not necessarily reflect the views, opinions or positions of Mohanji, Mohanji Foundation, it’s members, employees or any other individual or entity associated with Mohanji or Mohanji Foundation. We make no representations as to accuracy, completeness, timeliness, suitability or validity of any information presented by individual authors and/or commenters on our blogs and will not be liable for any errors, omissions, or delays in this information or any losses, injuries or damages arising from its display or use.

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Mohanji Satcharita – Chapter 6 – “The unseen Healer

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In the concluding part of Mohanji Satcharita – Chapter 6, we share two experiences from Mai-Tri practitioners on how Mohanji’s divine energy cures people and protects them. It is indeed the will of the Master and the connection of the soul with the divine that brings about unbelievable miracles in our lives. Just when we give up on ourselves and our dear ones, the Master steps in and in His compassion shows us anything is possible if it is meant for the highest good. Mohanji is the unseen healer, whose miracles can only be experienced. His grace protects the devotee and generations of the devotee’s family. These two experiences speak about the power of Mohanji’s healing energy.

Please read other touching experiences in Mohanji Satcharita – Chapter 6

The Unseen Healer

By Tina Arya

Tina Arya shares this beautiful experience of a patient who is on the road to recovery from stage 4 pancreatic cancer.

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Mai-Tri is a very powerful healing modality and as Mohanji says,

It’s a healing method of the White Path.

Mohanji’s divine energy is blessing people with miracles and as a witness I am blown away by these miracles.

I was approached by an acquaintance at the end of December for her husband’s healing. He has stage 4 pancreatic cancer and was bed ridden. When I went to their home for the first healing, he was mentally alert but had multiple complications because of the pancreatic cancer. He had severe edema in his legs and could not walk without support. Mohanji guided me and told me that he will get better only if the edema goes down. So I told his wife that she should consult with the doctors to make sure that the excess build up of fluid is drained with the help of medications. At this time, doctors were saying that his condition is not treatable and they can only keep him comfortable.

We had 4 sessions of healing and during the last healing at his home, he drifted in and out of sleep and his condition seemed to be getting worse. His wife was not able to take care of him and Mohanji again guided me during the healing to have him shifted to a hospice. After 3 days, I went to give him healing at the hospice and his condition was much worse, he was barely conscious and his wife said he had stopped eating 2 days back. He had also stopped talking.

His parents called up to video chat with him as I entered the room, so I went out to give him privacy. When the call was over, his wife came out and said that she wasn’t even sure if he could hear his parents, let alone recognize them. Then I went in to give him healing and as I was healing along the third eye and throat chakra, he said, “I want water.” His wife was shocked as he had not spoken for two days. He was so weak at this time that he was being fed through a syringe and swallowing even 5 ml of water took him about 20 seconds. So I stopped the healing and his wife gave him some water. As I healed along the throat and heart chakras, he made a loud sound as if he was in pain so I stopped again and asked him if he was in pain and he said, “No I am not in pain, I feel uncomfortable as if something is holding me down.” Hearing this, his wife was speechless.

There was more guidance from Mohanji during the healing….. his pain medication should be cut down and no one knows how long a person will live. I completed the healing and he calmed down and slept. His wife and I stepped out to talk. She told me that the hospice director said that looking at all the symptoms and his condition, he was not going to live for more than 1 or 2 days. I gave her Mohanji’s messages but she didn’t sound very hopeful at that time.

Amazingly, he started getting better from that day. He started eating with a spoon within a couple of days. His appetite grew and he became mentally alert. It has been two months since I gave him healing at the hospice. Doctors and health care professionals had said that he was not going to make it. He is getting better every day and his wife is going to move him to a rehab center so he can be on his feet again. His edema is completely gone but his muscles are weak so he needs physical therapy. There were so many times that this person seemed to be getting worse but survived way beyond all the doctors’ expectations.

As a healer, I was a witness to these amazing miracles. We are so blessed to be connected to Mohanji and to be given this platform to serve. I have felt my faith and surrender grow exponentially since I was initiated into Mai-Tri healing. My connection to Mohanji has become deeper.

mohanji with Tina
Mohanji with Tina

Eternally grateful to Mohanji.

Jai Mohanji!

Preeti Duggal shares her experience of Mohanji’s infinite love and compassion not only curing a devotee from her pain and suffering, but protecting generations of the family.

By Preeti Duggal

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Mohanji with Preeti Duggal

I would like to share another incident that I experienced today, while doing healing for a lady which left me spellbound. Each and everyday, Mohanji is giving us proof of His grace and magnanimity. I have no words to thank Him enough.

This entire family is closely connected to Mohanji. The mother who is 60 plus has been suffering from a swollen ankle and pain for years with nothing working for her. She requested me for the healing today. As I started the distant healing, I saw that it was just strands of fear which was the cause of her pain. She was carrying certain fears from past lives and not only did they get healed and cleared by Mohanji, but four generations in her family, her mother, she herself, her daughter and son, and also her granddaughters received Mohanji’s grace.

It was overwhelming to see how Mohanji was working on them. It left me speechless. It proved that if you have total surrender at the feet of the Guru, the Guru not just takes care of you but your entire family from this lifetime or past lifetimes, without expecting anything in return. I surrender and bow down to His lotus feet in gratitude for letting me experience this.

arati

|| JAI BRAHMARISHI MOHANJI||

Compiled, Edited & Published by – Testimonials Team, 31st March 2019

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Grace at Death – A Maitri Healing Experience

Author: Subhasree Thottungal

Grace at Death 1 A Mai Tri Healing experience

अनेकजन्मसम्प्राप्तकर्मेन्धनविदाहिने
आत्मञ्जानाग्निदानेन तस्मै श्रीगुरवे नमः ॥९॥

Aneka-Janma-Sampraapta-Karmaindhana-Vidaahine |
Aatma jnaana-Agni-Daanena Tasmai Shree-Gurave Namah

Salutations to the noble Guru, Who Burns away the Fuel of Karma, Accumulated over Many Births, By Giving (Kindling) the Fire of Self-Knowledge.

The above shloka from Guru Gita explains how Guru helps in burning the karma thus achieving liberation.

It’s true that with absolute surrender, openness and faith, we will get to see, feel and experience the true phenomenon of how the Guru Mandala operates in various dimensions to facilitate one’s liberation.

Grace at Death 2 A Mai Tri Healing experience - Gurus

Mai-Tri method – the healing process through the divine energy of Mohanji is one such process that made me witness a powerful phenomenon recently.

Grace at Death 3 A Mai Tri Healing experience - Mohanji blessing

This incident has brought the requisite awareness to visualise and understand with more clarity than before. Hence, I feel it’s very important to convey what I have realised, which will help everyone to get the awareness of the Guru Tattwa (principle) to come out of any materialistic bindings and doubts.

A recent quote from Mohanji mentioned –

“At the time of final displacement from earth, at the time of our death, no wealth, money, power, position or relationships come handy. All that comes handy is our connection with God. Establish yourself in God while you can. That is your only insurance for a smooth transit.”

Grace at Death 4 A Mai Tri Healing experience - Mohanji

This is just so apt and relates very much to what I have witnessed.

Well, the following is how the experience goes wherein the names have been kept anonymous to respect the privacy as requested by those involved.

Around the end of December 2017, I received a request for a Mai-Tri method session for someone’s father (henceforth referred to as “uncle”), who was quite old, and was suffering from a very bad skin reaction. The doctors were unable to diagnose the root cause for close to 3-4 months.

body - Maitri Healing

From the very first session, there was an indication that the journey of the soul had started. This uncle was very connected to his Guru and to God and would always keep chanting. It was clear that the previous impressions were erupting out to finish off any karma. Uncle felt positive after the healing session and requested me to do frequent sessions, at least every alternate day if not daily!

Mohanji quote - The whole spirituality is about

Within a couple of weeks of Mai-Tri method, the doctors found the root cause of his skin disease and appropriate medications were started. I knew Divine energy was at work! We continued the sessions. In a couple of weeks, I was headed to India first to Shirdi and then for the HSTY yoga training programme. Knowing that I was going to Shirdi, Uncle and aunty (his wife) gave me some money to donate there for charity  and asked me to pray for them. Since I was also going to meet Mohanji in Shirdi, they requested to convey their gratitude to Mohanji too.

Shirdi Sai Baba and Mohanji

During this trip to India, I met Mohanji in Shirdi, had a heavenly darshan of Sai Baba and a beautiful darshan of Bhagwan Nityananda at Ganeshpuri, especially on the day of Pranapratishtha (installation of energy) of his new idol. All this could not have been possible without the grace of the Guru Mandala.

Grace at Death 5 A Mai Tri Healing experience - Prana Pratishta, Mohanji, Shirdi

After returning from India, I could not go to them for any healing session for more than a week, due to other engagements at work. Few days later, we had a Mai-Tri method session at my home by Deviji which was attended by Uncle. Even during this healing session, he had a release from past life impressions indicating their exhaustion. Along with healing, he also received Shirdi Baba’s Prasad that I had brought for Uncle.

A week later, Uncle requested to see me and have a healing session. On that evening, though otherwise quite independent, he seemed a bit lost with his neck bent and finding it hard to keep the head up. While I was looking for devotional chanting music to play in the background, the Maha Mrityunjaya mantra that too sung by his Guru started to play. A smile came on my lips. This indicated the presence of his Guru at that moment. A feeling of positivity, joy and peace overtook the otherwise uneasy physical pain. Until I was there, Uncle stayed in the same room chanting as long as the mantra was playing!

A couple of days later, I received a message that Uncle was no more. He took his last breath early in the morning, while chanting a mantra all through the night. When I went to his home and saw him, there was an amazing expression of peace on his face – no doubt the peace that the soul experiences on its way back Home! What a glorious end! Uncle left his body at his own home, amongst his loved ones while being independent until very end. No hospital stay, no hassles, no living like a vegetable.

In the last couple of months, I have felt the compassion of Guru Mandala in the healing sessions. During every session, it felt that his chain of karma was being severed by accelerating it’s realisation thus exhausting it quickly.. When all the karma was exhausted, he was embraced, guided and lifted by the Gurus on it’s final journey back home in the vehicle named “Om Namah Shivaaya!” Witnessing this was an astounding eye opener for me.

Grace at Death 6 A Mai Tri Healing experience - Baba Ganeshananda, Mohanji

Mai-Tri method with divine energy connected to Mohanji’s consciousness is not just about physical and emotional healing. It’s actually about freedom. Every time, healing helps the soul to subtly but surely detach from karma thus breaking down the chain of Karma and taking one closer to freedom and liberation. I realised once again that faith and surrender make the soul eligible to receive the eternal love and compassion from entire Guru Mandala.

I feel no less fortunate for being able to witness such a beautiful journey, even if from a distance. My head bows down to Mohanji and the entire Guru Mandala for the silent work they constantly do to empower liberation of each and every soul. May this grace of the Guru flow through us until the very last soul on earth gets liberated.

I am grateful to have found my Guru Mohanji who is carrying me on this beautiful journey through the golden path of liberation . Thank you Mohanji. Thank you, Para Brahma. I end this gratitude with a prayer to the Adi Guru, the one and only Shiva!

Om Shiva Om Shiva Paratpara Shiva

Omkareshwara Tava Sharanam

Namami Shankara Bhavani Shankara

Uma Maheswara Tava Sharanam

Om Shiva, Om Shiva, the Supreme of the most Supreme.

Shiva, the personification of Om, I surrender to you.

I bow down to Lord Shankara, The Lord of Bhavani (the source of creative energy)

Lord of Uma (Parvati), Lord of the Universe, I surrender to you

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The views, opinions and positions expressed by the authors and those providing comments on these blogs are theirs alone, and do not necessarily reflect the views, opinions or positions of Mohanji, Mohanji Foundation, it’s members, employees or any other individual or entity associated with Mohanji or Mohanji Foundation. We make no representations as to accuracy, completeness, timeliness, suitability or validity of any information presented by individual authors and/or commenters on our blogs and will not be liable for any errors, omissions, or delays in this information or any losses, injuries or damages arising from its display or use.

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Beyond the Mind Can See – Mai Tri Healing Experiences from UK

Shared by Subhasree Thottungal, Dec 2017

 Mohanji blessing

With complete surrender to Mohanji, I would like to share a few experiences from Mai Tri Healing sessions which have started recently in London. These clearly show  how we feel Mohanji’s  presence with us and see beyond what the mind can see!

Vijaya’s experience

On 2nd Dec there was the first one. Sister Vijaya was taking the healing. I surrendered completely to Mohanji before starting the process. The process went on very well where I had absolutely no feeling of my own presence, as if I wasn’t even there! I felt Mohanji’s presence through his energy flow.

When we completed the process, sister Vijaya got up with a big smile and said she actually saw Mohanji! She saw Mohanji walking from afar from dark towards her. Bright light was surrounding him. His face was completely shining.

Then He actually spoke to her, two sentences, which was quite relevant to her. She also said during the process, “My hand stayed at one of my chakras where I felt having more blockages. After the healing, I felt much better. Of course, I had no idea where the blockage had been before and I didn’t even realise where I was keeping the hand longer. As I said, I had surrendered myself completely and during the process I had no feeling of my own presence.”

Listening to her experience, I conveyed my gratitude to Mohanji for being present during the healing.

Anonymous Experience

The second experience happened on 7th Dec. With due respect, I am keeping the receiver’s name anonymous here. I was meeting this gentleman for the first time and I had no idea of his reasons for seeking healing. It’s not important or necessary for a healer to have any background at all. As the healer is merely a channel here. It’s Mohanji’s divine energy that does the healing.

So before starting the process, I surrendered completely to Mohanji and prayed to Him to be with us. When the process started, I felt very intense energy flow and at particular chakras. I also saw Mohanji sitting on the chair next to us (where he used sit when He visited my home earlier), dressed up in his casual jeans and T-shirt and looking at us very intensely. I smiled inside seeing that Mohanji is here with us. There was pin drop silence. Suddenly, from nowhere, rain started. The sound of raindrops on the window was very loud. I immediately recognised, this is an indication of divine energy present with us at that time. Healing finished. Rain stopped! I bowed down to this divine supreme energy and my heart felt gratitude to Mohanji.

Little did I know till I got the confirmation from Mohanji directly that, ” It wasn’t even rain. It was shower of grace”! Ah what a wonderful experience this is. To me who is being an instrument in this divine process and to the people who are receiving the divine energy directly!

Vincent’s Experience

Vincent and his wife have been Mohanji’s followers for quite a few years and have attended the retreat programmes with Mohanji in London a couple of times. Lately, he has been going through severe back pain. He came for the healing session on 19th Dec, promptly at the time he had agreed. His eagerness and enthusiasm showed his surrender to the divine masters and was a very positive start.

We started the healing session with surrender to Mohanji and with a prayer to be with us. I felt Mohanji’s presence and very calming and peaceful energy flowing through the entire time. When we completed the session, Vince was so much in awe of the positivity, relaxing and calming effect, especially since he had come with no expectations, as he said. He also had a beautiful experience during the session. He shared his experience as below, “Thank you for the Mai Tri healing session. I had come with no expectations. During the healing I saw an iron moving across 7 deity pictures. It took me by surprise and on the stomach area and the calf muscles started to contract. But I felt a great or massive tingling through the body. For 2 days I had the sensations and feeling joyful and relaxed. A lot of visions coming up mostly related to past lives too. I am very thankful for this session and to Mohanji for this healing energy.”

Nilesh’s Experience

Nilesh have received Mai Tri healing from Devi earlier this year as a distant healing, when he was in hospital for some illness. He had a very positive experience from that healing and he wanted to have the healing sessions again. Off late he was feeling very emotional and something was bothering him that he wasn’t aware of. However, he felt a lot of blockages needed to be cleansed. He came with lot of devotion for Mohanji and complete surrender. When we started the session, immediately, I felt Mohanji’s presence and a very intense energy. The energy was so strong especially in a particular chakra that I felt as if I was shivering, my lower spine was burning. I saw Mohanji very intense and like fire!

When we finished the process Nilesh said he felt Mohanji immediately and as he closed his eyes, he saw Mohanji. He felt strong energy entering his body but soon he felt very relaxed and calm.

From the experience that I felt, through this process of healing, Mohanji has definitely cleared some strong blockages for sure and given Nilesh the protection.

A few days after this healing when I met Nilesh, he conveyed that, since that session, he has felt a lot better, lighter and his emotional imbalance has gone. He definitely looked much happier.

Rajkumar’s Experience

Rajkumar has been suffering from a severe skin problem for the past 3 months, at his very old age. After trying a lot of strong medications, there was still no relief. While being desperate for a relief from this suffering, he came to know about Mohanji’s healing process. Rajkumar had had the opportunity to meet Mohanji earlier and is very fond of Him.

When I went to his house for the healing session I saw him in tremendous pain. His whole body, hands full of rash, swollen, right hand even had some fluid. He was very frustrated with this long lasting trouble and looked very angry, too. He was desperate for the healing session.

After the healing session Rajkumar felt very calm and his uneasiness and frustration and anger disappeared. He requested to have continuous sessions for a few days. During the healing, I felt so much compassion from Mohanji, hence I gladly agreed to go next two days to have the sessions.

The next day when I went, Rajkumar opened the door and he had a big smile on his face. He said he felt much better than before. He showed me his hand which had been swollen and had had fluid the day before, that was now normal and skin was drying up. I wasn’t surprised, as I knew Mohanji’s healing was doing the job. But definitely I felt so much gratitude for Mohanji’s love and protection.

We completed the continuous three healing sessions and each day, he was feeling better. While his skin condition was improving, he was certainly much happier and relaxed. There was a release from other emotions that were happening and he was very much aware of Mohanji’s healing doing the cleansing of blockages.

As I continue to conduct the healing sessions with complete surrender to Mohanji and His healing powers with unconditional, non-judgmental love and compassion for everyone who is coming to receive the healing energy, my heart fills with gratitude and immense love for Him. I am witnessing different experiences of different people and getting a glimpse of how Mohanji is working on everyone tirelessly, unconditionally.

Through this healing, I notice improvement in my own condition, too, physically and spiritually.

I have started to realise slowly why Mohanji asked me to start doing Mai Tri Healing! Being a tiny instrument of Mohanji’s consciousness is the fulfilment, total oneness with Para Brahma, the Supreme consciousness!

Koti Pranam at Mohanji’s lotus feet for having showered everyone with His unconditional love and the round the clock protection. 🙏❤🙏

Mohanji

 

Disclaimer:
The views, opinions and positions expressed by the authors and those providing comments on these blogs are theirs alone, and do not necessarily reflect the views, opinions or positions of Mohanji, Mohanji Foundation, it’s members, employees or any other individual or entity associated with Mohanji or Mohanji Foundation. We make no representations as to accuracy, completeness, timeliness, suitability or validity of any information presented by individual authors and/or commenters on our blogs and will not be liable for any errors, omissions, or delays in this information or any losses, injuries or damages arising from its display or use.

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